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[20 May 2009|01:43pm] |
It's getting really hard to be happy right now. I wish something new and exciting would happen to make me happy. Times are getting rough and I don't know if I can deal.
awesome.
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[18 Jan 2009|12:04pm] |
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I start my job tomorrow. The last 2 weeks of job hunting have sucked. I still am going to be hunting until I can find something I really want to do. I think this job will be good though.
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| The move was completed |
[04 Jan 2009|10:45pm] |
I'm moved in. No boxes anywhere, just a little organizing to do. It was a good weekend. Friday I moved up, which I felt took like 5 mins. Went to lunch with Caron, Mom, Dad, Aunt Bobby, and Uncle Eddie. Then walked around Atl. Bch and had ice cream, which I was pressured into having. I hung around the rest of the day and organized and facebooked and talked with Caron. I'm really really excited to live with Caron. She's awesome.
Saturday I started the Gym!! Wooo!!! It's going to become a usual thing to be healthy now. I saw greg for a bit. I made my first dinner in the home with Caron...Chckn quesadillas....my specialty. Caron and I then went to a bonfire in ponte vedre. That was so much fun..I love champagne and bonfires.
Today I worked on my resume because I have to go job hunting tomorrow. I started reading the book about Jon & Kate plus 8. it's really good. I'll probably finish it tomorrow.
Tomorrow is the big first day of school at a university! wooo I'm excited. I have class at 3 so that sucks but whatever.
I'm going to be getting involved with Habitat for humanity and I think I might train for a 5k.
Those are what my plans consist of now.
I miss andrew alot.
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| The Big Move |
[01 Jan 2009|08:22pm] |
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Tomorrow is the big move. I'm moving up to Jax. I'm sooo excite but super sad and nervous. Going to a real school now, holla!!! Nervous about that. I'm just really sad that me and andrew couldn't make the move together. He'll be up over summer so it'll be okay. There's alot going on in life and lately i've been having little panic attacks. They are fantastic.
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| Helloo World.... |
[25 Sep 2008|06:59pm] |
I just had the greatest bargain!!
a $500 Betsey Johnson Dress that I'm in love with.
and I got it for $50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love it.
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| So Happy. |
[02 Sep 2008|06:40pm] |
I bailed on my manager position. I'm so relieved and semi happy now. I'm now a supervisor. Love how they work with you when you go and resign. Obviously they didn't let me. whatever. It would be a bad time to find a new job now.
Now it's time to get back on track. I'm going to workout, get good grades, work on myself, and finish a damn book. Working on Jimmy Buffet's A Pirate Looks at 50. Not the usual read, but enjoying. Any thing by JB is enjoyable.
I went fishing today with dad! Fantastic. I caught the first fish of the day, a 14 in. flounder and then 2 catfish. Dad had a flounder and almost a second. We're having them for dinner plus what he caught on Sunday. Saw tarpon, a manatee, and dolphin...it was awesome and I napped at the beach. I love Matanzas when it's not the weekend.
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[24 Aug 2008|08:57am] |
School starts tomorrow.
I get my AA this semester!!!!! Now i have to figure out what's next. I'm going to start applying to different places. Wild.
Leah is gone, in Boca. Really sad. Her room is so awkward, I want to keep the door shut. It was fun moving her down there. I wish I experienced that whole moving into a dorm freshman year making new friends. I didn't, I took another track but it was all a good experience.
The house is a bit more quiet with her gone.
So, Andrew and I are planning trips and I'm so exited. New York, Keys, cruise, talks of other places....we'll see what vacation we chooose.
I really miss stace&jordo&lauren.....but El Dub's moving back in Nov. and I can't wait.
Missi moved...in PC just not around the block so that's a bit depressing because now I have to drive far away. ugh.
Nik's moving possibly out of state or 30 mins away...ugh once again.
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[11 Aug 2008|09:36pm] |
Tomorrow is the big meeting! Woo.
We'll see if I'm leaving or not.
Saw Stace for a day 1/2. Best day 1/2 ever.
Our hotel was awesome. It had a jacuzzi in the room. Stace's bf is awesome. Love me some Lorenzo.
Thank you 2 for an awesome weekend.
We went to MGM all day, came back and napped, went to 2 countries in Epcot, the boardwalk and then we ended with of course magic kingdom. It was open till 3 am for those who were staying on disney. We were stoked, only made it till 1:30am. haha We are lame. Woke up the next morning did breakfast, went in the pool, went to Downtown. Then I had two drop them off at THeir Nana's. It was a horrible ending of a day but was picked up by the elvis impersonator that night with Deb, Laura, and Kathy. haha. Amazing times.
Mom goes back to work on Wed. Kind of sad, I'll miss our walks with Charlotte & Cindy. They are some good times.
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[29 Jul 2008|07:57pm] |
Summer went by super super fast. 2 more classes until i have my AA and a 3rd one to keep my scholarship. I really have to start looking into what I want to do afterwards.
The job has it's ups and downs....Debs is an up. This friday all of us Rec. Managers are going to the Jags scrimmage in a party bust thing and seating in the box with free food/wine/beer/players/cheerleaders. I'm super stoked. wooo. It's going to be awesome.
I get to see Stace in 2 weeks....less I think. Her BF, Andrew and I are going to be going to Disney & staying at the Saratoga Springs Resort and Spa....love expensive places for super cheap. I'm just really excited to see Stace. I didnt' get to see her this summer and I really needed to. Alot has happened that I wish she was in the same state for.
I really enjoy playing phone tag....well really it's I'll put an effort to call but I don't get a call back. It's cool.
Leah is going to FAU....she didn't have a dorm until yesterday!! I'm so excited for her. She's going to love it. I'm so proud of her.
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| the way things go.. |
[24 Jun 2008|07:47pm] |
I really want to go to new york this year. I don't know if I will be....oh god. I can't live with out Stace.
So the biggest worry on my mind is what is going to happen in January....
I have my good days and bad days of being a manager. I'm the youngest manager at ginn....that's pretty cool.
I've been dating Andrew for a few months (again) and I love it. He's absolutely amazing!! Lately all I've been doing is hanging out with Andrew, Nikkster, and some of Andrews friends. It's good.
Jordo is home and I'm super excited even though I've only seen her for a few hours so far.
I've been going to gym, usually every other day, and It's making me feel better so that's good.
Leah is leaving soon, super not excited, even though it is at the same time.
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| Good Ol' PC |
[04 May 2008|12:11am] |
Totally was coming home to study. Friends are out of town, so I figured it be easy. ha. Not I so came home, and got invited out with mom and her friends. Went to Bourbon St. to watch a friend play the saxophone, had some drinks, some laughs. But omg was it a headache, one of the ladies was way too drunk and she just kept talking and yelling ha. So horrible. Then we left everyone/the husbands and Charlotte, Mom, & Denise all went to Europa haha. Funny stuff, ran into everyone and there mom there. CAT WAS THERE OMG. I love her!! Hung with her walked over to the little general store and saw Tom, JenniK,Vinny,Luke,Anthony,Nick, and a few others through out the night. So funny. GOod times. Didn't stay long so it was nice.
I'm soo excited I saw Cat. We're haning out this week after my exams and all!!
Dad's party/Leah's party is soon and i'm so excited. The art fair is soon and I think it's going to turn out just right. I'm really nervous but this will be one major event under my belt that I'm completely planning on my own. Already made a few mistakes, but I'm learning and fixing them.
Things are going really good, right now and I'm loveing it. I'm getting a gift from south beach this weekend and I'm so excited to find out what it is.
Jordo's been in town...I think that is why things are going good. She just got a house....completely bummed i'm not moving in. We took Steph to Tekaya's the other night. AHHH it's heaven.
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[25 Apr 2008|12:15am] |
Exams are coming up soon. God. soo suucksss. I'm not ready for them.
Decided not to go to Tally in fall. Kind of sad about it, but kind of excited.
I'm really starting to stressss with exams coming up...really only for my Macro & financial accting class. The other ones I'll breeze right through babbbyy.
I really do enjoy my job and I'm glad a I have a bestie, in town, who understands what I go through by working there! We always make plans, but then break them because one of us fell asleep or whatever it might be but it's okay because we don't need to talk to each other every day to know how we stand. It's like that with Staceface/Jordo. Even though with Jordo I'm a bit nervous about just because I told her I'm not coming.
I really want to go but it makes sense not to go yet. So hopefully the tally situation will all work out in the end.
I'm planning an arts & craft fair at work. Oh God, it's awesome planning it. I have some awesome vendors coming and I'm hoping it's going to be bigger than last year. I received my first piece of mail today as Asst. Manager haha. It was funny. Did a little dance for it. The only thing that worries me is that some of the vendors are a little more hippie-ish than rich-ish but whatever. I like them haha.
I'm starting to learn a little more out in Dad's way awesome garden. I'm starting to enjoy it too. I totally think I want to do that for a living....not gardening flowers..but have an organic farm or something. I just want to live in St. Auggie, ride my bike or moped around, and have an organic farm haha. AWESOME. So I soo looked into getting a moped....SOO WANT one with a funny helmet. Dad said I have to leave town first. So him and his friends talked me out of it due to the fact PC is made for those because the crazy drivers and very little mopeds. so i say
EVERYONE....let's buy mopeds and save money/gass!!! aay!!! Good thought.
Went to Dad's softball game tonight, he tore up something. But it's ridiculous how serious ppl are about these stupid games. How come ppl aren't that serious about their careers? There's a guy on dad's team who will curse up a storm and blame everyone for shit the whole game but then the second tey have a good inning you start praising everyone? No no no. When shit goes down dude, you "Shake it off'."
I just don't understand why ppl aren't happy. Or why do you have to bring everyone else down with you?? I've been surrounding myself with only positive ppl...and I feel alot better about it. Advice taking from an old man who lives at the club. Barely could understand what he said but he was very knowledgeable and I'm taking into consideration what he said.
I have a new summer vaca instead of the keys with the fam. What should I do? love the options & love having the dough to do it all.
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[13 Apr 2008|10:05pm] |
I love my new job. It's wild aha. I'm just glad to finally have the position. It just sucks that I've decided not to go to tally in fall. Which is fine, doesn't exactly make sense to leave without my AA being done and plus I get to experience being manager a little longer. This week at work is going to be the best week ever!! woo. woo.
This past 4 weeks, I swear so many people have died. It's ridiculous. Very upsetting but I feel like it just doesn't effect me anymore. I feel like Corie's and Sebastian's death were two of the worse ones I could possibly witness or know about whatever. I know they aren't but that's how I feel right now. Actually I went on the 10th floor 2 weeks ago, the first time since Cor's death....I got the chills, it was so weird. And it's weird how her family is gone but another family moved in...with a girl,Jess, who is her age or corie would be her age if she was still alive and Jess has become very close with all of us. I love the members, they are great.
Anywho, I don't think I'm going to the keys this year soo another trip is on the way...soo exciting. I really just rather go to NY again haha but hopefully stace is coming here.
Had a good weekend. Just hung around at Jeff's and worked. I really need to make a walmart run, but I'm slacking on that. I'll probably do it Tues on my wonderful day off from work but test day at school...damn.
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[04 Mar 2008|11:07pm] |
I'm suppose to be studying for an accounting test...hmm not really interested in it. I really want to see Horton Hears a Who....Jim Carrey! Love him! My Idol since I was very little. He's playing Horton.
Laura is coming down for her spring break...I think she's coming next week, I don't really remember but it's soon I know that. I hope she comes when the Horton movie is in theater so we can go see it together since we saw lil bro charlie in the MHS play. WOO.
So I have an interview on friday as asst. manager. I hope I get the position that would be grand.
I really don't understand why there are soo many charities that advertise they are donateing to other countries, when we have plenty of problems in our own backyard. I do believe in helping everyone, I do donate to charities but I just wish charities would stick with their country as the main source.
I loveeeeee David Cook && David Archuleta.
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Idol isn't super good this season but those two are awesome...along with a few other boys.
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[28 Feb 2008|11:54pm] |
The last few weeks have just been awkward for some reason. I can't sleep, have hardcore nightmares. I don't know if I'm stressing, well I feel like I'm stressing...not sure about what though? ah, awkward. Another friend has left the county. Super sad. Sarah posted a bulletin saying she wanted to reunite with everyone. AH GOD that would be sooo refreshing. I know we all don't talk alot, but that was the group of people that made me who I am today. I love everyone one of them, no matter what. I'd like to keep in contact with them through out my life too. I really wish Stace could meet them...Cait, Sarah, Singy, Tor,Nikki,Chevy, Moniack O licious, Megs...I feel like I'm forgetting someone. Of course there are other people that have been apart of this but those are the girls I wish we could get together and have a weekend or a day...something. maybe when we all turn 21...it might be easier for some to have a beer with it haha.
I'm really over the things that are going on in this country. Ah, so frustrated. I really want to move to another country.
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[22 Jan 2008|10:21pm] |
Heath Ledger is dead? OMG I love him and I'm sooo sad about that. He was talented.
I really hate the fact that the computer and tv are in the same room because it's just a big interruption.
I really can't stand that my mom was talking in the middle of american idol. which comes back to the TV and the PC in the same room situation. haha. Oh jeez.
Why do girls where half jackets as shirts?
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[21 Jan 2008|06:12pm] |
So this weekend was quite interesting!!! Friday, got off work and got a call from Nikki saying we are going to jax. Didn' t leave for jax until midnight. haha Megs, Nikki, Leah and I all headed up prepared. Hung with Tommy, Perry, mark savy, and a few others. Intersting. Tons of fun funfun. Worked this weekend alot. Ended up in Jax again on Sunday. Watched the game with Nikki and Jeff.
GIANTS ARE IN THE SUPERBOWL I CAN"T WAIT!
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[16 Jan 2008|10:32pm] |
Buzz. Kill.
I'm sick. Not fun. I'm broke because of school books. Way not fun. Something is wrong with my email. weird. There are things I want to do, that i Just don't do, or can't do. I'm in a really bad mood right now.
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[15 Jan 2008|10:07am] |
I love how 2 people have changed my sisters ways of life. She's a great person and she's a crowd follower and 2 people who should have never asked their teammates to be apart of their fuckin' religious colt. She's not apart of it. Leah and I have tried to explain what these people believe in and my parents keep saying they are going to take care of it but yet my dumb mother drives her to this church. IT DRIVES ME NUTS. I can't stand it.
Well on a lighter note. Stace was here for a week and I loved every second of it. I really wish she would come back. I can't sleep at night anymore, I was so used to here on the other side of the bed haha. Sounds really gay but whatever. We did everything. Went to Disney, Jacksonville, Had game Night, St Auggie. She met everyone for the most part, just missing a few. I wish she would come back already.
I'm watching the E! True hollywood story of Johnny Depp. OMG Loveee it. Love him!!
School started. Classes seem to be okay so far. I've got another one in a hour or so. Hopefully this semester will be really good. I'm determine to do great. haha.
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[01 Jan 2008|10:23pm] |
Stace comes in basically 1 day! OMG I'm sooo excited. And then I'm going to be so depressed when stace leaves because I loose everyone. Jordo is going back to school and Laura is moving across the country on the 4th. Great times. Glad she's going to grad school but really??! That far? Tor invited me to her grad party and Kari's Bday party. I wanted to go, but i had to work. Which sucks, would have been nice to see her.
I'm on an alone time thing, and I'm enjoying it. I'm working out everyone morning, cleaning and organizing things. Just enjoying myself which I really really need.
The first day of the new year was spent with Jordo at the beaccchhh. FREEZInG. Actually it was nice, but when we decided to jump in the water....not so nice. Then a few hrs watching football with Jeff and a few hrs with family from outta town. Good Day I feel like.
Tomorrow is my last lunch with Laura until Spring Break...>SPRING BREAK DAYTONA hahaa. Really sad about might shed a few tears you know... we'll see.
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